Morning sunshine!

So today I Woke up at like 12 idk why, I was soooo pooped last night like ohmygahhhh. Well yesterday I went to San Francisco with Aubrey, we were supposed to meet up w/ Crystal and her friend but I guess not haha. But yeah we had soooo much fun, I'm glad I went haha, I wasn't gonna go b/c ehhh I didn't feel ike going with 'Aubrey' HAHA JK It was super duper fun. It was like a worry free trip, I loved it. We wanted to like stay the night there, in my dreams, b/c she probably could stay LOL. Lame. So we had to take a bus from Great Mall at like 10-ish OMJ worst bus ride everrr, first we thought we were gonna have to stand but uhmm we kinda just sat by these black people, and they were so obnoxious. I hate that. And then the guy sitting next to Aubrey smelled like smoke soooo badly UGH, it gave us headaches LOL, and then it smelled like mustard at a point UGH so fuckin gross. Well yeah once we got there we waited for Bart for a couple of minutes, and it was fuckin freezingggg. But yeah once we got on bart it was fun just talked. Hahaha XD. I hate when your ears pop asdfghjkl hate that XP. So once we go there there was like hella people, I wish it wasn't Black Friday. So yeah we ate Panda, and trying to find somewhere to eat was UGH, especially b/c people are so inconsiderate there, geez. So after we ate we headed to go to uhmm Forever 21 to find this coat i've been wanting and saw online and AHHHH we found it (: THANKS AUBREY again LOL. But yeah after that we went to Urban and Aubrey bought uhhh a shirt so freakin cute (: she was hella bugging b/c of the price tho XD HAHA. Uhmm I noticed that there is hella hobo's in SF LOL! So yeah then after we started taking photos for our photo project but I didn't get to take any photos b/c it got too late =/ oh well! Hahaha, so we got tired and sat on a sidewalk it was soo relaxing and just fun XD hahaha ♥. So yeah after we went to Macy's to use the bathroom but the line was like O.O HUGE. So Aubrey holded her pee for like another hour and a half. We tried on these really cute shoes at Macy's that she ended up getting (: we just sat on the floor at Macy's for like an hour it was pretty fun actually HAHA. So after that we got hungry so we went to eat at this pizzeria called Blondie's, it smelled so good but OMJ we will NEVER go back there again, ask me if you want to know O.O. Uhmmm there was like a few cute guys, lame. LOL. Uhmmmmmm so then after that we went back to the mall and just browsed for a while. It was pretty funny hahaha. Uhmm we went into the coach store and looked at the purses and we left out of there with a booklet and stolen mints ROFL. XD. So yeah after we got Jamba after I learned how to use my CC in an ATM LOL. So yeah we got back on the bart at like 7, pretty early. And HAHAHA, apparently we like to play with broken chap stick OMJ gosh were such dorks LOL. So yeah we got back home like at 9. I had the best time, hahha. Thanks to the HO XD HAHA. Bye! :D

Turkey Morning

I guess I'll start with Happy Thanksgiving, it's early and cold outside, but I love it. I am currently at my cousins house, fun. Except for their urging me to help them with the food, and me and cooking don't mix XD oh well. Yesterday was so fucken cold I couldn't blog b/c my fingers were freezing, even with gloves on. Yesterday was a pretty fun day, maybe b/c it was collbab day. Hahaha. So during school it started pouringggg like crazy and Alissa's hair got soakeddd LOL! It was pretty funny when she stepped into a puddle when she's only wearing flats XD. Then lunch was pretty fun, me and Aubrey and Alissa were walking from Photo and Aubrey had to go to Newspaper club so me and Alissa met up with Michelly and Margarita. Margarita got Aubrey a piece of pumpkin pie for her bday b/c she forgot XP LOL, it was hilarious tho, when we called her over from her club she came hella fast and when Margarita handed it to her she hella ran HAHAHAHA! she thought we were gonna cake her ROFL! Funny ♥. So after lame chem we had math yay math. -_-. It was still raining. So after school I accompanied Aubrey to the theatre to get her a audition packet for the next musical, Aubrey if you're reading this DO IT! do it for me (: you'll get a part unlike me. So go for it. That's why it was kinda hard to tell you b/c I know you have a awesome chance of making it. It was just like UGH to tell you I felt embarrassed but w/e....Anyways do it :). So there was like no packets left so we went to Wendy's after we found Michelly, Liz and Lisa haha. So we lost Lisa on the way and we just started to walk to Wendy's helluuhhh fun, idk why we were just laughing at practically anything ♥ good times XD(it was raining the whole time). So when we got our food I got ketchup and my backpack spillled it over :[[[ gosh so sad,and they were my other new-ish vans oh well, i have to wash the lases now. UGH. And then OMJ we forgot about Margarita! D:! She was kinda pissed too, I felt so bad, but after she walked to Wendy's I made it up for her, I gave her the rest of my food XD LOL ♥. So we stayed there for 2 hours, sooo much fun XD. So after we walked back to school and Aubrey snag to me and Margarita. Gosh I'm so jealous of her voice ♥ LOL. So yeah we always have fun when were all together (:

Aubrey's 16

Sunday was Aubrey's 16th birthday. Yay, she was the last one to finally turn 16..I think haha. OMJ we had soooo much fun that night. Well yesterday haha. My feet still hurt from it XP. Well for me it was a pretty looooong day. When I woke up I gave myself a lot of time to do everything, but suddenly the time wooshed by! I had a moment where I couldn't decide whay to wear. I feel like i'm always buying clothes but they disapear D; and idk how! Well once I decided what I was wearing I met up w/ Lisa at her church, it was actually fun XD. We ate a lot! Well I think I ate more, Lisa gave me too much, but I still ate it XD. MMM, the grapes were soooooo yummy and hard :D. Well after we finished eating and saying goodbye to the missionary that was leaving (I didn't know women couldn't hug missionaries..weird) LOL! So yeah once we finished it was like 5! And Aubrey was alone downtown :[[[ I felt sooo bad! So we hurried and took the bus and a lightrail to get there, it was a pretty quick ride. By that time, everyone was there except me and Lisa and Aissa of course, that skank! >:P. Well when me and Lisa were walking to find them we saw like the HOTTEST guy everrrrrrr! He was white and was riding a Fixie♥ ! AHH so sexy! But he was one of those "What are you staring at, I know I'm hot" kind of guys, LAME! We smiled tho haha♥ . So once we got there we started ice-skating and the skates ohmygah smelled like urine well not the skates, our hands ended up smelling like that UGH. SO we skated after we got used to it. Me and Lisa were like scared to death in the beginning HAHAHA. And after Brianna started falling, she kept stumblin..over and over again XD HAHAHA. So much fun. I was about to fall, but Aubrey literally caught me RORL, props to her♥LOL. So after like what..2 hours of skating went to go eat at Pizza-My-Heart. The pizza was sooo yummy but it was super greasy XD haha, I really wanted a t-shirt but I didn't know they were buying them, next time. plus I was in a bad mood. All of a sudden. I just felt left out at times, but I got over it. After pizza we, well Crystal convinced Aubrey she wanted ice-cream, the plan was to shove ice-cream on Aubrey's face but Lisa got pussy-ed out ); Lame and I think I promised too LOL. And there was like these 2 hot ass guys there too, omj♥ haha. So after that we went back to the rink and got picked up there. We had such a fun time. Happy Birthday Aubrey, again (: I still have English hw hahah bye bye!

Pensative,

Don't you hate when you have a lot of time to yourself and you just start thinking shit, even if you think you're feeling sorry for yourself? I hate the feeling when you think your world is like crumbling down on you. I don't expect myself to be perfect but why can't I even get near to at least MY meaning of perfection.. People. What people think and say always interfere as when I'm close to feeling okay with myself. Even when people say "I don't care what people think of me". I think deep down maybe even just a little they do care. I don't like it when people front, so I don't, I know I'm not happy with myself, maybe not at all. I don't know. I love being happy and an energetic person but then there's these times when I can't control my thoughts and I think "shit.." I could be doing all these other things if I was a whole entire different person. I would never want to change anything about myself. I always say that when people think of surgery and stuff and I do believe in that but I just wish that magically I could.. Why is life sooooo fucken hard, fckkk. IDK I'm just venting I guess. I can't even being to start w/ the whole friends issue. I don't have a bff I guess that's not bad right? I mean I've always have, but idk if I can consider anyone my bff anymore. I do consider this 1 person my bff but it's hard to think of them that way when your not sure if they do. It bites sometimes but you learn to get over it, I guess. Some things I'd feel to stupid to even say...so I'll keep it to myself. I hope tmrw is a good day, yay Aubrey's bday (=.

Twilight!

Okay so last night I was wayyy too tired to blog about this, so I'll do it now since I'm having a pretty lame Saturday anyway. SO Last night Hippo<3 and I went to the movies to see Twilight hoping it wasn't sold out, and yayyy it wasn't (: we were also hoping that there would be helluhh hot guys but there was only like 2 ): lame! So once we bought our tickets we like went straight to get our seats and it was PACKED! We went up and down the isles and 0 seats. We really didn't want to sit on the stairs LOL. So once we gave up we found these 2 seats wayyyy in the front and we had to sit there, we didn't realize that they were hadicapp seats till the end ROFL. The previews were soo freaking weird and scary AHH, we literally covered our eyes haha, and Aubrey the fat ass taht she is was saying "I'm really hungry, I want some In&out." through the whole movie HAHAHAH<3 JK :D After the movie we did go to In&out tho YUM<3 The movie was awesome, you should really go see it and you can also see my new husband Robert<33 OMJ he's soooo SEXY!

Bleach

Hello! Today was a very stupid day. I woke up around 9 but didn't get up until 11, I was watching Sisterhood of the Traveling pants, lame I know, I really need a live, haha. So I had breakfast, as always I'm the last one to eat, and mother has to put food aside for me XD hahaha. The shower was freezing cold! But I loved it (: I wanted to go out but I didn't really make the attempt to. I NEED to watch HSM3 asap! So I was doing nothing just like I planned, texting, watching TV, and mother bugging me to wash my clothes, so I do it after the 956416574 time being told. Then the incident of the day that would make this day beyond horrible, the devil (mother) made me go put detergent and bleach in a white load of clothes and UGHHH I dropped bleach on my new shoes ): LAME. SO now I have like a big ugly bleach spot on the top of my left shoe, tear =/. I was like starving myself, I wish I had the will power to do it for like a week and lose like 5 pounds LOL. Panda, w/ a green tea sobe YUM. I HATE my Spanish 2 class, as Ive mentioned before I have Senor A and he assigned us this project where you create a monster and name the body parts and present it, it has to be like 5 minutes long, IN Spanish -_-. OH and he forgot to give us a rubric. WTF. So I went to Micheal's to buy the supplies i need. I love Michael's I just like to buy stuff, I love when you walk in and it smells like Christmas :D, but sometimes it turns my stomach, haha. My day was pretty lame. I should of gone to Homecoming, oh well. Fuck my feet are cold ):