Suicidal

I don't get when someone has so many good friends by her side and she won't open up to them. It bums me out :/ Just hope that one day that person realizes all the friends she has and opens up to them. Is a friend a true friend when she values another chick she met after you and basically picks them over you and doesn't even notice, or so she says? I guess she only knows.

Chem is stupid and pointless, whoever invented it, up yours. Especially when you have Mr.Barbour. His notes don't fuckin make sense! Gahh, he makes me angry, I have to spend a night doing stupid 'Barbour' notes -_-. I think I might even be failing his class too, oh well.

Today was a pretty depressing day. Especially when a dear an close friend is depressed, she rub it on to you. I still have to pay for the SAT'S, lame. Eeep, I hope my padres don't ask for the score.

Parents expect to much from me, my father doesn't even live w/ me and he looked at my Star test results, ugh. Expectation suck balls. "Why aren't you in the advanced section huh?!" "Do you want to keep you phone?!" "This isn't exceptable" yadayadayada.

This Jamba energy boost is not working -_-. Happy early 16th Birthday Miriam!